Friday, December 16, 2011

Consequences

As 2011 is ending I can only say I'll be glad when its over and I really hope 2012 sees a vast improvement.  This year has been in one word a DISASTER! Although, I have had a couple of wonderful things happen which has saved me from having a total break down, 2011 will be remembered for me a nightmare. 
Without disclosing to much information I made a huge MISTAKE in which I confessed to Dave.  The consequence has been so damaging that even as I write this I struggle with what our future holds together as husband wife and as a family.  The consequences has seen friendships broken, our beautiful new home sold and last but certainly not least Dave turning his back on the church.  It has caused many arguements and fights involving the police and me leaving for awhile only to return for the sake of the family.  This mistake has caused the children to see some ugly scenes and many tears by me and by them. This mistake has made me question my faith, my worth and my life. 

Can we move on from the mistake?  Time will tell.


 

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I don't know you personally but it's sounds like you had a really tough year and I'm hoping the best for you and your family in the future.

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